I wanna be with u all the time onli..

jz now finished chat with hamtaro..
discussing about my studies...canot cry in front of him...he will worried about me..
i cant make up my mind where i wanna study..
he keep worrying bout me...called me dun think about him..
studies more important..but i cant do it..becoz he is vry important to me now..
almost like a part of my life..i jz wanna everything to be fine..
hoping my mummy happy with it...
can always meet hamtaro..at least one week once..also satisfied with it...
serious with the relationship...jz noe tat im not prefect..he deserve some better gal..
not like me..not being blessing by his cousin...make him quite of stress...maybe i will appreciate it nicely until one day he let me go o...thx u for let me having such a sweet memories with u all the time...i choose to go back Utar...well becoz of u...but i din regret with it..im happy i did went bac tat time..haha..
now i wanna put myself on the right path..go bac form six..
i dunwan my mummy so worried bout me and i want study well my form six..
i think the best wa if i go to ktar form six...at least i still hav the chance to meet u is it..
u r important to me now..jz dunoe how to speak it up to u and let u noe..
love u so much...muackzz~~^^

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he is a person tat really like will sayang me alot...
keep on give me all the best...
wanna me to be happy and give me all the best he could give it to me...
welll...i really quite happy when be with him...
but jz sometime will hurt me alot jz a simply word by him and he dont really understand wat i wan...like a kid na him...haha
everytime when we talk together he wont concentrate...well maybe like wat he said..
he scare no topic to chat with me...
but everytime duno y...maybe im the gal tat will think alot..
i like he to talk alot with me...
im the person tat will treat him as my best fren and told him everything..
like to stick with he,like to play with him,like to hug him and like to think about him...
but really scare one day he will bored on everything i like to do...
the thing tat he think is cute before maybe he will feel annoyed some day...
when i study i keep hoping tat weekend faster come then i will meet him...
now i love him more and more..everything of him i also can accept..
jz like feel tat sometime me tis kind of gal will suit him anot??
i really hope jz once he could really pay attention on wat i said...like wat i did..
everything tat he said i bear in mind...zwat i will do it naturally..hehe...
maybe to other ppl they will think tat tis gal is stupid and like to think nonsense...
haiz...im jz like to be the gal who like to think nonsense and being stupid..and everytime like to ask him
why, why , why, why like tat?keep wondering....no answer...
i jz feel like wanna noe...becoz i keep hoping tat he will like always be with me and give me all the solution on every question of mine...im too dependence on him already...
i noe he keep make me happy and wont tat im annoyed..
but wat my mind thinking and worry about o....
keep wondering......no answer
he keep said me no comman sense...can he hav comman sense abit~~~haiyo...^^~~

Wanna become better and better~~

yuhoo....
so late already...but i still not yet sleepy..now is 3.06am le lu~~~
so i hanging around at here....hearing party in USA(nice song)^^..
nthing to do and come here to hav a write...hehe
let talk about my current aims noh...
i got told hamtaro before about what my aims o~~!!
but he din bother about it...jz en o a...hahaha..
eeeeeeemmmm....i got 5 MAIN BIG AIMS..haha

1)i wanna become thin na...haiyo...normally gal getting bigger will become more prettier one..
but y i chg become more fat....==..so weird na..
sure becoz i like to curi makan then after eat go slp again noh...haha...
that y i wanna let myself to become thin and wear many pretty pretty clothes and my daddy mummy hamtaro and my fren also will happy for me o~~hahaha...

2)i wanna put all my focus on my studies...no more play play and must serious to studies...
i realise tat i got one problem that recently im not serious to my studies and im the person tat cant make up my mind on my own studies...so i got think about it...take a deep breath, take my time, and think about it wat i wan...this is wat i din do...mummy keep worry about my future...i should really start plan about it and take it seriously...i dun wan let my parent to worry bout me...tis my future i should do it all tidy and nicely...GAMBATEH TAN JIA CHYI....fighting!!~~~^^

3)i wanna spend more time with my daddy, mummy, and all my three chubby brother...it quite old fashion but i still wanna mention it....when i grow up ha...i wan buy a big big bonglo to family and let them enjoy life..hahaha..and earn alot of money give my daddy and mummy who raise me up without regardless....love them all so much...u noe whenever u face any problem ......the one tat will stand beside u and give u encourage will always be ur family...so everyone plz LOVE and APPRECIATE ur family ya~^^

4)i wanna to get along with all my fren...to me..fren also vry importand..they play a importand role in my life...the one who will always give u support and pray for all the best to u will always be ur fren...without my fren...i think my life will be onli black and white...paleless....hahaha
but now with all my fren my life now full with rainbow colour hehe...and all the cute funny precious memory that u wont forget forever o...i love u all my fren~~MUACKZZZ!!

5)erm...tis one is i wanna get along with my pet(hamtaro)...LOL im a vry gal tat dun hav comman sense at all...is --0....sei...haha..so i hope hamtaro will teach me more..he always like give me advise when i needed it or guide me..becoz i stil hav many thing tat i dunoe and he will teach me up without complaining.....(but will feel annoyed)hahaha...everytime hanging around with him will feel vry happy and comfortable...^^
wish can better and better...fighting~~!

HOPE I CAN ACCOMPLISH ALL MY MISSION..^^
~*I LOVE MY LIFE*~LIVE WITHOUT REGRET O~~!!

Mummy~~i love u.!!

today...
i did something quite bad...
everytime when i shout to my mum or like being rude to her..
i will feel like uncomfortable and sorry to her...
but..
every time i also dunoe how to speak it out and said something nicely...
today become emo becoz i become fat~~!!
wat stupid reason is tis...
i no dare to answer my mum whole question..
jz en o a..becoz i scare when i answer more i will feel more sorry then i will cry out..
she gave me everything.
the best one to me..but i jz keep make her angry onli...
i noe she jz trying to make me happy..gave the best for me...
never mad at me and still can talk and speak nicely to me..
she keep worried bout me but she never told me about it....
like i wanna go study at kampar...she also give me the best,,
give me everything the best....
scare me get cold at there..i
scare me cant used to used at there...
but mummy was to shy to ask me...
i know about it...
wat i wanna said to myself it i wanna try to chg my stupid behaviour..
wanna also get along with my mum and spend alot of time with her...
everything is precious when being with my family~~~
muackzz muakzzz...love my family so much~~!!^^