There are never enough "I Love You's".

yuhuu~~~
today is such a special day and pleasent joyful and mirthful day for me...
22.06.09 is the day which bring a lot of special meaning and precious and memorable memories for me..is the day tat me and lee ming sey start our first love journey..

Louisa May Alcott said: love is a great beutifier...i think it will always be true...

thank to him...
always beside me when i needed him..

thank to him...
always give me full support to do anything i want..

thank to him...
he never tease me on the silly or stupid act i had maded although the outsider d burst in laugh..

thank to him..
he always teach me how to be a better gal and improve my personalities and change my unpredictable temper..

thank to him...
i feel relief when he by my side and he give me the courage to dare up myself and face the thing that always been a nightmare for me...

thank to him...
i feel happy whenever beside him and he gave me such many sweet happy and indelible memory..One look at your smile and I could see the light shining everywhere.

there are alots of blessing and thankgiving i wanna express to him...
it always more that i can express out...

we have pass through so many many thing together...it has strengthen up our relationship alot and make me fall for you more and more...
now the time is 1.10am 22.6.2010...
we have been together for one years....^^

lee ming sey!!! happy one year anniversary!!!
real love stories never have ending and i hope our love will always be the same too...^^
Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me.
please stay beside me always...i needed you so much by my side..
dun ever think of wanna run away k...i put a big big cop on ur head tat u r mine...wakakakkaka....property of tan jia chyi....wahahahhahahah....XD

there are alots of thank i wanna give to my dear lee ming sey...

I LOVE YOU!!!!

MUACKZZZZ
MUACKZZZZZZZ
MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..^^


our recent photo together...^^


panda and hamtaro
jia chyi <3 ming sey i love tis photo the most...hahah

gonnna slp now...onot tomolo gonnna do a lot of fishing in my lovely school..T_T
happy everyone...
i love you all(my families fren hamtaro and lots lots more)...muack muackz^^

Boring~~

is a boring day..
nah..actually i keep wasting my time..
i can use it for my study and other useful thing..
but i wasted my time jz at sufing the net and facebook!!!
omg..i really need to diciplines myself d..
if not i cant imagine my result..
tomolo is teacher days..
i wanna wish all my teacher that hav taught me before no matter in primary secondary tuiton centre and now in stpm.
HAPPY TEACHER DAY~
THX FOR UR EVERYTHING MY BELOVED TEACHER,,Muackz~~^^
beside..i miss my dear alot..recently we become less contact with each other..
actually i hope can meet him this week..but he like never care it though...it make me hurt..huhuh
cheer jia chyi...everything be fine..be happy gal~~^^

thx for every my dear hamtaro!!!

28th of april
28th of april was a vry special day for me...
its so meaninging and full of precious memories for me..
i ponteng din go to school for tat day...it was tuesday...
staying around at home with mummy and yih zhe and study for freaking chemistry@@
i din expect anything or much on tat days when my dear called me and chatted for few minute...
almost reach seven and i still planning wanna go bac study house anot..
then he called and said me at sg lalang....wahahhaha...at first im not believe and laughed like a mad gal...LOL...but once he repeated I REALLY IN SG LALANG...at the moment i burst with happiness..vry JOYFUL!!!after tat i called my daddy faster fetch me bac becoz i wanna meet he as soon as i can(I MISS HIM ALOT)

Owh....u cant imagine the moment i saw him...i was so happy whenever i saw him...jz cant explain why..after tat...i guided him to our lovely student house and there where wan chian and ching yee sat at sofa and welcoming adrian lee...hahaha..he felt so shy so do my housemate..hahahaha....later on we hav go to sp chee qiong ka for a supper..
once we reached nthing else to eat..jz a few stall still havent close..sory ham ham...should bring u to eat holiao de...after tat we went for a movie named 火龙(fire of conscience)
well...it was intersting movie..hav time go for a watch ;).
It was the first day adrian spend his time at sungai petani kedah...a place he never went before..^^

29th of april(sweet sweet days)
when i opened my eyes i saw my hamtaro still sleeping and i though my housemate all went to school d...they all used to be a good student o...^^..hahaha...
a vry impressing stuff was TAT DAY WE ALL PONTENG SCHOOL TODAY...WHOLE FAMILLYY..YEEPPEE..XD
i studied with wan chian a while and then darling said wanna went to penang and eat ho liao~
it was the first time i went to penang with him..so excited...muackz muackzz muackz~
well..my oppointment on penang..even my cousin at penang...i stil dunoe how to regconise the penang road and yes...we lost!!!!wakakaka...
darling almost get mad tat time..at first we wanna went for gurney plaza coz it near to the food paradise as my dear wanna go to eat the famous laksa in penang...
BUT..
we went for queenbay mall..hahah..aiyo still okie wat..jz a shopping mall at different direction..:P
actually i wanna watch ice kacang puppy love with him...but we cant match up the time so we when for a love movie=when in rome


i like tis picture where both of them fall in love^^
sweet sweet love~~the gal vry prettyy!
alot of hillarious scene in tis movie...in our movie theatre hav some ppl laugh like a crazy guy...btw it really hilarious...worth for a watch^^
after the movie..we straight away rushed to gurney there..it was quite late d...once we reached u noe how excited was ham ham...i noe he seaching for his laksa...hahaha..we went to gurney for a walk becoz we quite full for tat time and i asked to go for maggiee(pinky cute accssories shop)
dear bought me a pink hair band and a pink boxes at there and ham ham got his own green baby~haha..is a ice cream crying babies(cute)..later on we straight away go to the food paradise lu...ham ham had ordered for a laksa and i hunted for my bu bu cha cha...while we added on the other food like satay and fried osyter..^^

after tat we went for the beach side to spend our time together and for a short rest..we took alot of cute picha..hahah


on the way to penang^^


panda and hamtaro in the car^^

me...hahaha
darling hamtaro~~^^

dear dear ice cream crying baby..XD
vry cute is it??^^



our green babies...^^
i love tis picha alot!!!
oh...darling bought me a rose and a small teddy bear o...it so sweet becoz ham ham sense of romantic is 0...hahah...thx dear..love u so much...muackz...^^there still lots of nice picture..but all in darling phone..huhu...

darling ham ham wanna sat ferry to went bac home and we managed to get the last ferry bac to butterworth..hahaha..u noe wat we did in ferry..hahaha..we went for a view and seaching for jelly fish..i can said to be a profesional in seaching jelly fish becoz daddy always showed me when i was young..haha..ham ham vry excited na whenever he saw the jelly fish..hahaha(cute)..i enjoyed the tat moment alot with him..i felt vry happy and blessedness at tat monent..^^tis is always wat i wanted whenever be with ham ham..

30th of april
the day where i hope tat never come...
hamtaro wanna went bac to ipoh d...i feel vry reluctant na...
after hav our lunch in autumm i brought ham ham to see the place where i grow up..hehe..
we went to daddy working place and the bird nest house but din manage to go inside...i promise next time will show u k..^^then we went to bought the laksa let ham ham bring bac to ipoh...after tat ham ham sended me to tuition and he gonna went bac...T_T
i dunoe y i felt so sad..i hoped he jz always be arond with me na...huhuh...
my tears drop automatically out of my control...tis show how deep my love to my darling...wahahaha...i keep on hugged him on the way to tuition centre..
when reached the tuition centre i still cried...haiz,,,so noob na me...
after gave ham ham a hug he went bac to his hometown ipoh lu...

ham...thx for the visit and suprise u gave me...
this three days hav enhance more love towards u...
i appreciate all the afford u hav make for me...
i feel glad we had pass throught so many thing jz reached our position right now...
thx for give me so many love,sweet memories taught me so many thing be with me when the time i needed u and to indulge me everytime we argue and for my babyhood...thx for giving me so much dear...I LOVE U LAO GONG HAMTARO LEE MING SEY~~~..muackz.!!!!^^

~~**Memories of us~~**

QIANG QIANG QIANG QIANG~~~
me and lee ming sey together 178 days already o...not vry long...but we pass through quite number of thng already...many thing tat happen le o....
i wan start our story le o...it will be quite long i think....XD

our 'KAWAII FILEM'

On 6th june 2009...i met up with my prince..someone tat i din expected we will fall in love with each other one...tat person is lee ming sey(adrian lee).
tat days i went to mt up with nathan..actually me and nathan met for the first time..i feel vry excited tat time...vry silly la me...together with hoay yan yan jia and yan ting together...
his daddy come and fetch us then we go to their house already o...
when i reach there...go into the livin room...i saw someone inside...
not familiar face to me...nathan introduce him to us...jz a warmy greeting between us..
after start we start the entertainment...sing k...well..it not a entertainment for us...because all of us dunoe how to sing...tat the problem...
well..but i had the chance to hear adrian kevin and nathan sing quite nice and put in all the input...
i jz noe tat lee ming sey like tat notty and super duper ulitimate bigbully na...
i noe I CANOT SING....but he keep on laugh on me nia(feel wanna punch him so muchXD)
but later on find out he keep a person tat who can talk with...haha..quite fun...(like person who can talk freak and joke with me ;])

TIME PASS BY..TICK TOK TICK TOK~~
nathan had family function on tat day..so we went bac home earlier...
before tat adrian offer us a ride to bac kampar...wee..dunoe tat time so excited for wat...==
later on becoz taxi was more easier then we go bac by taxi lu^^

OUR FIRST INCREDIBLE MET
tat all...^^

I wanna be with u all the time onli..

jz now finished chat with hamtaro..
discussing about my studies...canot cry in front of him...he will worried about me..
i cant make up my mind where i wanna study..
he keep worrying bout me...called me dun think about him..
studies more important..but i cant do it..becoz he is vry important to me now..
almost like a part of my life..i jz wanna everything to be fine..
hoping my mummy happy with it...
can always meet hamtaro..at least one week once..also satisfied with it...
serious with the relationship...jz noe tat im not prefect..he deserve some better gal..
not like me..not being blessing by his cousin...make him quite of stress...maybe i will appreciate it nicely until one day he let me go o...thx u for let me having such a sweet memories with u all the time...i choose to go back Utar...well becoz of u...but i din regret with it..im happy i did went bac tat time..haha..
now i wanna put myself on the right path..go bac form six..
i dunwan my mummy so worried bout me and i want study well my form six..
i think the best wa if i go to ktar form six...at least i still hav the chance to meet u is it..
u r important to me now..jz dunoe how to speak it up to u and let u noe..
love u so much...muackzz~~^^

.........blur........

he is a person tat really like will sayang me alot...
keep on give me all the best...
wanna me to be happy and give me all the best he could give it to me...
welll...i really quite happy when be with him...
but jz sometime will hurt me alot jz a simply word by him and he dont really understand wat i wan...like a kid na him...haha
everytime when we talk together he wont concentrate...well maybe like wat he said..
he scare no topic to chat with me...
but everytime duno y...maybe im the gal tat will think alot..
i like he to talk alot with me...
im the person tat will treat him as my best fren and told him everything..
like to stick with he,like to play with him,like to hug him and like to think about him...
but really scare one day he will bored on everything i like to do...
the thing tat he think is cute before maybe he will feel annoyed some day...
when i study i keep hoping tat weekend faster come then i will meet him...
now i love him more and more..everything of him i also can accept..
jz like feel tat sometime me tis kind of gal will suit him anot??
i really hope jz once he could really pay attention on wat i said...like wat i did..
everything tat he said i bear in mind...zwat i will do it naturally..hehe...
maybe to other ppl they will think tat tis gal is stupid and like to think nonsense...
haiz...im jz like to be the gal who like to think nonsense and being stupid..and everytime like to ask him
why, why , why, why like tat?keep wondering....no answer...
i jz feel like wanna noe...becoz i keep hoping tat he will like always be with me and give me all the solution on every question of mine...im too dependence on him already...
i noe he keep make me happy and wont tat im annoyed..
but wat my mind thinking and worry about o....
keep wondering......no answer
he keep said me no comman sense...can he hav comman sense abit~~~haiyo...^^~~

Wanna become better and better~~

yuhoo....
so late already...but i still not yet sleepy..now is 3.06am le lu~~~
so i hanging around at here....hearing party in USA(nice song)^^..
nthing to do and come here to hav a write...hehe
let talk about my current aims noh...
i got told hamtaro before about what my aims o~~!!
but he din bother about it...jz en o a...hahaha..
eeeeeeemmmm....i got 5 MAIN BIG AIMS..haha

1)i wanna become thin na...haiyo...normally gal getting bigger will become more prettier one..
but y i chg become more fat....==..so weird na..
sure becoz i like to curi makan then after eat go slp again noh...haha...
that y i wanna let myself to become thin and wear many pretty pretty clothes and my daddy mummy hamtaro and my fren also will happy for me o~~hahaha...

2)i wanna put all my focus on my studies...no more play play and must serious to studies...
i realise tat i got one problem that recently im not serious to my studies and im the person tat cant make up my mind on my own studies...so i got think about it...take a deep breath, take my time, and think about it wat i wan...this is wat i din do...mummy keep worry about my future...i should really start plan about it and take it seriously...i dun wan let my parent to worry bout me...tis my future i should do it all tidy and nicely...GAMBATEH TAN JIA CHYI....fighting!!~~~^^

3)i wanna spend more time with my daddy, mummy, and all my three chubby brother...it quite old fashion but i still wanna mention it....when i grow up ha...i wan buy a big big bonglo to family and let them enjoy life..hahaha..and earn alot of money give my daddy and mummy who raise me up without regardless....love them all so much...u noe whenever u face any problem ......the one tat will stand beside u and give u encourage will always be ur family...so everyone plz LOVE and APPRECIATE ur family ya~^^

4)i wanna to get along with all my fren...to me..fren also vry importand..they play a importand role in my life...the one who will always give u support and pray for all the best to u will always be ur fren...without my fren...i think my life will be onli black and white...paleless....hahaha
but now with all my fren my life now full with rainbow colour hehe...and all the cute funny precious memory that u wont forget forever o...i love u all my fren~~MUACKZZZ!!

5)erm...tis one is i wanna get along with my pet(hamtaro)...LOL im a vry gal tat dun hav comman sense at all...is --0....sei...haha..so i hope hamtaro will teach me more..he always like give me advise when i needed it or guide me..becoz i stil hav many thing tat i dunoe and he will teach me up without complaining.....(but will feel annoyed)hahaha...everytime hanging around with him will feel vry happy and comfortable...^^
wish can better and better...fighting~~!

HOPE I CAN ACCOMPLISH ALL MY MISSION..^^
~*I LOVE MY LIFE*~LIVE WITHOUT REGRET O~~!!